**H.a.P.p.Y…b.I.r.T.h.d.A.y…S.W.e.E.T.h.E.A.r.t**

Sweetheart it is your BIRTHDAY today
And it makes me feel special
To be the one you love
You mean so much to me
And I wish to say it all today
Your birthday has brought immense joy
To us, to our lives and to our commitment
For all this long we have been together
This is the very first special occasion
And I wish to celebrate it with all our might
Want to make you feel the chosen one
Above all sorrows and mishaps
That has been a part of your life and past
This dedication and love we share
Will today make you feel like in a fairyland
Experiencing the charms of life
You have never felt before
This day is very special for me
All because you are so special to me
Wish I were there to hold you in my arms
And wish you all the luck now and forever
To kiss you and make you believe
That dreams do come true
Angles do sing to intoxicate you with love
And shower Mighty Blessings on you
Since I’m not there I’m Praying
My devotion, my love, my wishes and my touch
And have asked the north- southern winds
To deliver them all to you
Have an extraordinary and fascinating BIRTHDAY
H.A.P.P.Y…..B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y…S.W.E.E.T.H.E.A.R.T…!!!

Wish my friend me...... 3 rd July 2007

*||*SWAP*||* Walked alone.............

**Pic by me**

I have walked alone
Walked down this road
Of life
The storms came around
And left destruction
But you showed me light
And gave a new hope of life

Even though I turned my back
You were always there
Around the corner
I went through loneliness
You stretched out your hands
You loved me with your heart and soul

Just tell me tell me I say
How can I give back
All this love you’ve showed
You humbled yourself
Gave your life for me
In every way you cared

I want to stand
On the highest mountain
I want to sing
By the steepest fountain
I want to scream out your
Tell this whole damn world
That you loved me so
And I miss you even more

You aren’t a God
To give away heaven and earth
Yet you came
You left traces behind
Your memories of
Those happy times
Didn’t you think of me
When you gave up your life

I stretch my hands
I lift up my eyes
Towards the heaven
May be I get your sight
I seek for you now and then
I still see the love in your eyes
As I draw closer to you
Feel your breath on my sides

I gave got to certainly
Trust you forever
Even though it seems
Life is on and end
You taught me to stand firm
Firth from deep within
My victory will be yours.............

*||*SWAP*||* Gift of peace .............

*pic by me*

Have clean aura
Is powerful and impulsive
Gives self-confidence
Gifts a new idea
It will flame a fire in ice

I want to know you like I know my self
Waiting for you and no one else

Troubles make you bigger than body
Tough and mature
Make life supper
Because you are prepared
Not to loose again
Normal life is really boring
Need a powerful work

Life is so colourful
Sabhi rang hai isme
So live super
With all colors of life
And have no tension
Feel the smoothness
Of good times

Life main wo do hai
Jinpe kurba yeh jaan
She made me
And she blessed me

All we need is trying
All we need is just a little patience
The day will bring us together
We’ll fulfil our duties
Time will be our guide

I want to live a musical life
Meditative and spiritual
Zeal filled life
No matter a short period
May be a day or two of my life
I’ll live my whole life in that period

Gift of peace
I don’t mind being lonely
It inspires my life
Shows me the way.........

*.* Rise With the Sun *.*

Pic by me* This is a place close to my friend home in India (Saputra, Nashik)

This poem is also driven out of my inspiration from SUN… hope you find worthy of your praise.

May the setting sun
setting to rise again
teach you the value of time
time that never stays
no regrets you always say
Sure regrets too wont stay
No matter what you do or say

May the setting sun
Setting to rise again
teach you that
There is no gain without pain
Moods are fluctuating emotions
Don’t make them an excuse
An excuse for mistake

Learn my friend
Learn to fight
Don’t run away and hide
Life is yours
Struggle and survive
Rewards you’ll get
Rewards to cherish all your life

May the setting sun
Setting to rise again
Teach you to rise and sprout
Like the seed that breaks barren land
Making it lush green one day

0*||*0 CIRCLE ‘O LIFE 0*||*0

Slips, touches the edges
Running, finding the end
Where am I?
I run all around
Above and underneath the ground
Searching, Screening
Finding the here about
Run run run, they shout
I am here, all over again
In pain, insane
I need a resting corner
It is a serious concern
I need not hold my shadow
Faith in HIM I bestow
Survival is what I need
Little of rest and some peace
But my feet don’t seem to stop
Never ending is the road of life
Where am I?
Still hunting the treasured end
The eternal satisfaction
I have ran all around
Yet no where is my soul to be found
Where am I?
Above or underneath the ground?

Today ........Dream Come True

Dream Come True

Today I have written after a long long while. Most of it posted here is that I have written years ago. And many more to come are also my old writings.

This poem is a combination of hope and happiness, prayer and gratefulness, fear and superstition and desire and fulfilment. The poetess (me) is talking of success she has had in her life. The success is the fruit of long term hard work, yet somehow she feels it had been a magic. She feels like she is still dreaming. The poetess’s heart is full of gratitude and thankfulness to the father above and to everyone who has supported her and helped her light the lamp of her dream. The poetess does not want to have the realization that her success is real as she has a rare superstition in her and she wants her feet to remain on ground. She knows this is just the beginning of the real life, beginning of a new story. There is a long way to go and there is a lot more to be achieved….

It is a dream come true in some dream

Crafted with rainbow, the world seems

Suddenly everything seems so bright

Crept onto darkness, eternal light

Songs of praises my blissful heart sings

Shower if blessing as church bell rings

Feels like king in this new world I own

Knights and mistresses in my little dome

Am I still dreaming of victorious me?

If this is real, a little more dream I need

Many a more are flags to unfurl

There are dreams, more to come real

I am the newest bud to the garden

I await the fruit nothing happen in a sudden

It is indeed my dream come true

Let me sleep, let me sleep this dream through

**||SWAP||**I Don’t Know why..........

I Don't Know why..........

The truth is these are not my words. Yes they have been put together by me but they have been said to me. The original thought isn't mine. The feelings are not mine. I can feel the honesty and truth behind them. I can feel the joy and the pain. I know what it means to hear the words and I know the happiness it gives when you put it together as poetry. The honesty is in heart of the narrator, honestly did he speak. His fears are now over for the lovers are no more. I needed to share it for feelings are true.

I don't know why but my feelings for you are all different
I don't know why I miss you a lot
I don't know why I'm addicted of you
I don't know why I can't stay a single day without talking to you
I don't know why I always wait for you
I don't know why I can't stop myself when i want to call you
I don't know why I go crazy when I can't talk to you
I don't know why I always feel you with me
I don't know why I find my strength in you
I don't know why I fear loosing you
I don't know why I feel strange when i don't talk to u, even a single day
I don't know why I trust you a lot
I don't know why I care for you a lot
I don't know why I feel weak when I think about your absence
I don't know why I have not felt this for anybody in this world
I don't know why I dream about you
I don't know why I always want you with me
I don't know why I expect the same from u
I don't know why I cant see you sad
I don't know why I have been so affected by you
I don't know why I'm changed after having you in my life
I don't know why I have became much stronger than before
I don't know why I m so positive about you
I don't know why I m so happy for you
I don't know why I don't want to loose this happiness ever
I don't know why you really mean to me
I don't know why I feel its all real
I don't know why you have really made the big difference
I don't know why but you have changed my life
I don't know why but its all positive
I don't know why but I will not be able to be happy without you
I don't know why but.. I will always love you.. I will always need you.. I will always wait for you ..Forever & Ever

Regards,
Swapnil W.
Cell.9320048179

**||SWAP||** 2 line Sher on Ishq.............

2 line Sher on Ishq

गिर गिर के हममे उठाने वाले, तुझे न चाहू तो किया करू
ईशर मैने अब कर लिया है, तुझसे उमीदे, तुझसे प्यार करू

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तेरी मोहब्बत ही इबददात है मेरी, चाहत है तेरी सलामती
बर्कर कारहना उमीद मेरी, तू इश्क़ मेरा, तू मेरा जुनून है

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कोई गीला न कोई शिखवा रहा, न ज़ालिम यह ज़माना, न यार मेरे बेवफा
चमकीले रंग संग लाया है कुमार ए इश्क़, यह मंन तुझे दूवाए है दे रहा

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तेरी मोबब्बत के जो रंग है, रंगदे मुझे इस्कदर
कुध को भूल जायू मैं, इस दुनिया से हो जाउ बेख़बर

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वादा किया है, निभाना सनम
कसम तू यूह न, गवाना बलम

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तुम जो ज़िंदगी में आए हो, आसमान की रंगत बदल गयी
अब तो तुम्हे पाने की चाह है, मेरी तो फ़ितरत बदल गयी
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मेरी वफ़ा को नापना न कभी, मुझे भपना तुम यूह नही
मोहब्बत है यह मेरी, चोर सिपाही का यह कोई खेल नही

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उमीद तो यही करती हूँ मैं, तो वफ़ा हर पल करेगा
टूट गर जाउ जर मैं कभी तो दुआ तू करेगा

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सोचा न था यह दिन आएगा, इस आवारा दिल को तू भा जाएगा
नाचेगी धरती आमबर ज़ूम उठेगा, अंजान नगरी में सनम मिल जाएगा

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आहिस्ता आहिस्ता दिल में समा गये तुम
इश्क़ से इश्क़ करना सीखा गये तुम..............

Regards,
Swapnil W.
Cell.9320048179

**||SWAP||**ज़िंदगी का एक और रंग...............

****ए! ज़िंदगी यूह ना उदास कर ***

अहसान लगती है ये ज़िंदगी
ए! ज़िंदगी यूह ना उदास कर
मौत भी आती नहीं
ए! ज़िंदगी यूह ना रुला
गुठ गुठ के जी रहे है हम
ए! ज़िंदगी यूह ना सता
हँसी के दो पल फ़ितरत से मिलता है
ग़म के साय मैं
हम ओझल से हो गाये
क्या करू आब उमीड़
जब हार भी ना रही
मंज़िल खो चुकी हूँ मैं
आब तो जीने की
प्यास भी ना रही
तोड़ दिया एक फूक मे
वो सपनो का
आशियाना मेरा
क्या करूँ शिखवा अब
मैने चाँद तो रीते देखा है..................

***Jee le yah Zindgi***

बदला तेरे सितम का तुझसे क्या ले
तेरे साथ गुम के दो घूट हम भी ले ले
दर्द सीने मे होता है साखी
इस दर्द के दवा तू हमसे ले ले

देख दूर उस किनारे के ओर
आपना रुख़ तू कर उजाले के ओर
बेवफा मिले तो भी तू वफ़ा करले
जी ले यह जिंदगी मौत का रुख़ न ले

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***Rahesmay zindgi aur yeh chanchal maan***

रहस्मय ज़िंदगी और यह चंचल मंन
ना जाने क्या चाहा है मुझसे यह जीवन

कसौटी है कोई या रूठी मुझसे है किस्मत
भागते लम्हो में खुद को नही खुद के लिए फ़ुर्सत

मिले जो कोई अजनबी सुनी रहो में कभी कभार
पल दो पल के आए हलचल, कातिल करने आये बाहर

आके ज़िंदगी में चला जाए हर एक अजनबी
सुकून इस दिल को आके भी आए न कभी

बती हूँ रही मैं परोसे आपना दिल
उचे है ख्वाहिश एक दिन पानी है मंज़िल

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***सूरज ने दी सीख***

मैने बादल से उसका अस्तित्व पूछा
वो फूट फूट बरस उठा
मैने उससे कहा तेरा ठिकाना है कहाँ
वो कुछ व्याकुल, काला हो चला
मैने पूछा तू किस दिशा से है आया
वो मुझ पर गरज उठा
मेरा मंन घबराया
मूँद के आँखें मैं बैठ गई
वो गरजता रहा बरसता रहा
आँख खुली तो उसे ना पाया
आकाश एकदम साफ था
सूरज की सुनहरी किरण को देख
मन मेरा मुस्कुरा उठा
सूरज बोला
बादल का है बस इतना सा अस्तित्व
तू यूह ना घबरा
गम तुम्हे धमकाएगे
पल पल सताएगे
तू हार कभी ना मान ना
चमकीले दिन भी ज़िंदगी मे आएगे||................

Regards,
Swapnil W.
Cell.9320048179